Month: June 2008

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Lights, Camera, Action!

 

This is one drummer who knows how to drum in front of a camera!

Lights! Camera! Rock It Baby!

 

To Lizzie: btw, he’s left-handed…

To Lizzie2: so is Emery’s drummer…

isnt that weird?.. both my favourite rock band’s drummers are left-handed…

like one of my favourite comics….

 

Anberlin – A Day Late

Anberlin – Paperthin Hymn

 

 

 

I Remember You Like Yesterday,

Yesterday~~

 

19 June, Garfield

20 June, William

21 June, Bernice

22 June, Vun Hau

23 June, Joey ahahahahahahahaha (yeah Right)

 

 

 

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Crazy

 

 

I’m crazy…

oh yes…

I’m sorry…

 

 

21st June 2008

 

I’m planning on buying a 5x5x5 rubiks cube for Bernice…

and I need supporters…

you know…

(extra money)…

it costs like.. RM58.90?

so if I have like 10 people ‘kap chien’ then its very cheap!

I have like 3 people now…

 

oooooh yes!

 

BTW

 

I’m supposed to be doing my assignments now…

but im listening to music…

and typing this…

so I gotta ciao…

 

oh yea… Tomorrow is Garfields birthday… yay!

musical chairs!

 

Dedication

 

I have 3 special people to dedicate a line (isn’t that sad?) to in my xanga…

 

Joey…

Thanks for everything…

 

Danielle…

Boo!

 

Christine…

I think you are a Genius!

 

 

 

for the people who actually come here to read my posts…

I’m loving you guys!!

 

 

(just like mcdonalds)

 

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Its Hard

 

Emery – Story About A Man With A Bad Heart

Watch your makeup,
there is just a smudge beneath the eye.
You look great in that dress,
it hits every curve just right.
We’re got dinner at eight, and then drinks by nine.
I love you so, it’s out anniversary tonight.

Suddenly everything shakes as if it’s starting to break.
And now I’m on my knees,
my wife screams, “What’s Wrong!?”
As the stereo plays our song,
Only In Dreams.

Just last Friday is when my heart failed again.
I was thinking that I should find a friend.
I bought her several drinks,
and slipped the ring into my hand.
We drove to her place
and let the good times roll again.

Suddenly everything shakes as my protection breaks.
And now I’m on my knees,
and I scream, “This was wrong!”
As I leave, the stereo plays the song,
The Finishing.

Is this it? Is this how I have spent my life?
Lying there with a broken heart on bedroom floors.
And finally, finally, I realize,
I realize that I’m only a man.
I’m only a man.
I’m only a man.
I’m only a man.

(One thing I have to know, where did the miracles go?
And if a simple man believes, will it start again with me?)
(If I were the maker I would fashion out a blade.
To cut out every inch of dead heart I’ve made.)

I’m watching this screen
These lies played out before my eyes
And how they know everything
Everything comes easy
Well I never had it easy
I was never lucky
It was never easy
And you sit there
And you judge my commitment

(One thing I have to know, where did the miracles go?
And if a simple man believes, will it start again with me?)
(If I were the maker I would fashion out a blade.
To cut out every inch of dead heart I’ve made.)

You people could say that I’m the bad guy
Because I was weak
I was weak once or twice
Well let me tell you
I’m standing in the lead
I am standing in the lead
Because I can’t control this person behind my hands

 

Ooo

 

i love this song…

so touching…

“if life was a highway, I was drunk at the wheel”

Relient K – Deathbed (feat Jonathan Foreman [Switchfoot])

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can’t believe
This is the end

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I’ll be home

The year is 1941
I was eight years old and far, far too young
To know that the stories of battles and glory
Was a tale a kind mother made up for a son

You see, Dad was a traveling preacher
Teaching the words of the teacher
But mother had sworn he went off to the war
And died there with honor, somewhere on a beach there

But he left once to never return
Which taught me that I should unlearn
Whatever I thought a father should be
I abandoned that thought like he abandoned me

By ’47, I was fourteen
I’d acquired a taste for liquor and nicotine
I smoked until I threw up, yet I still lit ’em up
For thirty more years, like a machine

So right there you have it
That one filthy habit
Is what got me where I am today

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can’t believe
This is the end

I can hear the sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things I’d do again

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I’ll be home

Got married on my twenty-first
Eight months before my wife would give birth
It’s easier to be sure you love someone
When a father inquires with the barrel of a gun

The union was far from harmonious
No two people could’ve been more alone than us
The years would go by and she’d love someone else
And I’d realized I hadn’t been loved yet myself

From there it’s your typical spiel
Yeah, if life was a highway, I was drunk at the wheel
I was helpin’ the loose ends all fall apart
Yeah, I swear I was destined to fail, and fail from the start

I bowled about six times a week
The bottle of Beam kept the memories from me
Our marriage had taken a 7–10 split
And along with my pride, the ex-wife took the kids

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can’t believe
This is the end

I can hear those sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things I’d do again

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I’ll be home

I was so scared of Jesus but he sought me out
Like the cancer in my lungs it’s killing me now
And I’ve given up hope on the days I have left
But I cling to the hope of my life in the next

Then Jesus showed up, said, “Before we go up
I thought that we might reminisce
See, one night in your life, when you turned out the lights
You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness

You cried wolf; the tears they soaked your fur
The blood dripped from your fangs
You said, ‘What have I done?’
You loved that lamb with every sinful bone
And there you wept alone
Your heart was so contrite

You said, ‘Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes
Sanctify this withered heart of mine
Stay with me until my life is through
And on that day, please take me home with you’

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can’t believe this is the end

I can hear you whisper to me
“It’s time to leave
You’ll never be lonely again”

But this was my deathbed
I died there alone
When I closed my eyes tonight
You carried me home

I am the way
Follow me and take my hand

And I am the truth
Embrace me and you’ll understand

And I am the life
And for me you’ll live again

For I am love
I am love

I am love

 

 

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Prayer Meet

 

today…

rocks…

yep..

  

And He Wept

 

we ask (very hard) for a compassionate heart…

we ask God to show us how to love like Him…

but…

when we (when i say we, i’m referring to me) see a poor little kid on the road…

we don’t clothe or feed him…

we don’t go to a fighting couple and tell them we wanna pray for them…

we get angry when people make mistakes (especially angry at non-christians)…

we don’t pray for our neighbours…

we don’t invite our school caretaker to church…

we pretend it’s cool to say foul words…

we don’t tell Sunday school stories to our younger siblings…

we even ignore people we don’t like…

 

what is that?

 

you know what Jesus did?

he took one look at the crowd…

and he wept…

such was the compassion for the lost…

 

i want that…

 

but…

i realised…

 

that im only a man…

 

 

 

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CoN Prince Caspian

 

Rocks!!

 

thanks andrew…

Disoriented

 

I am…

a bit…

for some reason…

 

dunno haha…

there, you see?

Boosh

 

not a very proper title eh?..

well..

it isnt…

 

Anyways…

to see me on my rubiks cube…

click on the ‘anyways’…

its a vid…

yes a vid…

 

There Definitely Was

 

something i wanted to post about, but now… gosh…

i totally forgot it…

let me scratch my brain a bit…

urrrhhh… ouch…

 

oooh oooh i remember now!

I Found

 

that so little people are checking this place (www.xanga.com/doctorbutterfly) out…

i used to have a lot of… umm…

What Are You Guys?

readers?

humans?

breathers?

rockers?

i dunno… i completely confused myself…

 

so yeah…

that was what i wanted to talk about that i couldnt remember that i remembered…

 

oh, another one…

First

 

Christine asked: “why you so lame one oh?”

 

Then

Christine asked: “where do you get your ideas?”

 

 

both questions were refering to my posts…

both questions i did not answer…

for i do not know the answers to them…

 

Library

 

i am in now…

joey is like five steps away from me, with her friends (classmates? i dunno.. haha..)..

i am also on the computer now…

i have class in 10 minutes…

i hope that i am able to upload this when i click on ‘save changes’…

i got 39/40 for software applications test 1… very good…

 

 

oh wait, time to change topic again!

Growball

 

is so uhhh… i could die of sufferation there!

i just noticed that this is more like a continuation of topic, rather than change of one…

the screen was blurry…

the place was dirty..

the screen was small…

they turned on the lights before the movie ended…

they encouraged us not to stay for the credits…

but the penontons were the worst of all…

What Was Their Flippin Problem?!

before the movie ended, a group of them already stood up and left…

the moment they stood, almost all the others stood up as well…

until they noticed that the movie hasnt finished…

then they sat back down…

they were noisy..

oh gosh…

not as noisy as i can imagine la..

but noisy enough…

 

 

sigh…

 

i love malaysia though…

i love malaysia…

 

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The Competition

 

theres something really lame that i needed to do…

a top 3 pretties in class list…

 

so the top 3 awards go to…

 

1st place

Elizabeth!!

 

2nd place

Jennie!!

 

3rd place

William!!

 

 

ok im done…

that would make me win fourth place if you guys din notice…

theres only 4 ppl in our class!! hahahaha!

 

Earlier Today

Has Gone Away

 

anyways.. 12pm-1pm just now was our college group prayer meeting time…

so me, joey and cynthia gathered in the smallest lecture room..

and prayed…

and it was scary..

let me tell you..

He spoke to us…

gave us visions..

though we understand them not…

and..

it was still scary…

yep..

 

 

and i will end this session by saying that

today and yesterday

i berak-ed in school..

for those of you who dont know what berak means..

God is obviously blessing you…

 

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And Thus He Updateth

 

this is an update…

supposedly just for the sake of updating…

but im much too excited…

 

 

guys..

pray that my excitment never stops…

thanks.

 

Passio Campio!

 

passion camp has been one of the most frightening experience in my life!

seriously.

u can ask andrew, ridge, danielle, joey (she would know best actually), cynthia (eklektos)..

and maybe some others..

about how i felt and stuff…

i quote andrew: “im glad im not you”..

yes, thats how scary passion camp has been for me…

and andrew doesnt really know Everything…

 

Tributante

 

special thanks to joey, bobby and susan…

for being there to listen and pray for me…

and (most importantly) not think me a stupidly dumb idiot..

 

Actually

 

i have a lot to say…

but..

no time…

so sorry…

BTW

 

justin i still have your blue shirt…

aaron yapp, u owe me my pants…

and peeps, i owe you a proper update…

 

but i know you love me…

woot?