Month: October 2010

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Of Xanga, Science, And Proposals

 

i’m supposed to be doing my assignment right now…

i suggested re-building the xangan community amongst my friends…

its about a proposal on how to research a particular company…

i didnt know that people would actually support me hahahaha…

specifically, we are researching on how would be the best way to research that company…

i got about 3 and a half supporters…

yeap u got it right, a research about a research…

this brings joy into my soul…

and it annoys me to the max…

 

now the science of it all:

i’m a pretty organised person…

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Red Fish, Blue Fish

Too Good To Be True Fish

 

so heres the story.

 

scene 1

mom cleaning fish for dinner. son cutting garlic for dinner.

mom: ohhhh this is why the fish mouth is open so big

scene 2

mom pulls out a tiny fish from the mouth of the bigger fish.

little fish is still intact and in perfect condition since it was only swallowed. not digested.

scene 3a

sons brain turning and churning. (pretty hard to act out actually)

son: that means that the bigger fish had just eaten the smaller fish when he got caught!

mom: not necesarily-

scene 3b

son cuts in

son: oh i know! the big fish got caught with lotsa small fishes, so he enjoy lah!

 

here is what i gather from this…

here is one lucky fish minding his own business…

when suddenly a big swarm of little fishies came rushing his way!

wow! what an opportunity! and none of the fishes were trying to even dogde him!

he saw a random bunch of bigger fish having their fun with the sudden rush of little fishies…

so he thought, this is so awesome! i’m gonna join the fun before it gets away!

the swarm then reached him, rushed into him…

he literally just had to open his mouth and one fish flew in…

but he realised that the rush of fish was also too strong…

now, he wasnt worried that his food would get away…

he realised that it was he

who would not be getting away

 

 

can something be too good?

when what you have worked for all your life comes rushing into your face, what decision would you make?

would you rush in to grab it?

or would you assess the situation?

or would you measure the probability, draw out the bell curve, and ask your finance manager for advice?

hmmmm

how do we know what to do?

 

this does not only apply to good situations…

what if something bad happens, do we rush straight out?

do we assess the situation?

or draw out some histogram and map out a distribution chart?

how do we EVEN REALLY know that we are in a bad sitch?

 

un-funnily enough…

things will happen to us…

“bad” and “good“…

no matter what…

 

I do truly wish that the sunday school song would go a-something like this:

read your bible,

pray everyday,

and you will

know,

know,

know~

life would be so easy

 

 

but the song doesnt.

so what should we do?

 

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Oh God

i’m so stupid.

i’m so sorry.

Have You?

i changed my spectacle lens last week…

so i had to walk around the mall with blurry sight for about one hour…

it was pretty dangerous…

cuz there was once when my dad and mom wanted to go outside of the mall…

it was night, so it was pretty dark outside…

inside the mall, it was all bright and stuff so i wouldnt bang into anything…

but outside…

oh my it was scary…

i couldnt see if the road was sloping down or up so it was pretty dangerous to put my foot down…

and when we had to cross the road, i had to turn up my senses…

all i could see was lights…

and i didnt know how fast the cars were travelling cuz my depth perception was low without my specs…

aaaargh!

good thing my dad was there and near me, so i could see him…

when he crossed, i crossed…

when he ran, i ran…

but i had to focus really hard so that i dont run into anything…

or trip on any bumps…

it was scary…

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Freaked Out?

 

not likely

heres the sitch:

i was on the way home today, about 20 minutes ago actually,

i take the bus from and to school fyi,

and i had to pass by BCCM likas.

today, steffs dads funeral was being held there.

i knew it was.

and my bus stopped in front of it, i was wondering if i should get down with the lady who just did.

i wanted to.

there were lots and lots of cars parked in and outside of the compound.

so i knew it was still being held.

or maybe it just started.

but i couldnt get myself off the bus.


i just couldnt.

 

 

if steff were to call me right now to get my butt over there, i definitely would.

pronto.


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On A Lighter Note

 

i’m sick!!!

been coughing, heaving, hard to breathing,

sneezing, wheezing, sufferation-ing.

for about 2 and a half weeks now.

i didnt take care of myself?

probable.

but i went to see a doctor,

got meds,

followed orders,

finished the meds,

and here i am.

sick.

maybe i should put some lime in the coconut.

 

 

 

On Yet An Even Lighter Note

 

i’m hungry