Corruption Of Sin

1 Samuel 18:5-17

 

Whatever Saul asked David to do, David did it successfully. So Saul made him a commander over the men of war, an appointment that was welcomed by the people and Saul’s officers alike.

When the victorious Israelite army was returning home after David had killed the Philistine, women from all the towns of Israel came out to meet King Saul. They sang and danced for joy with tambourines and cymbals. This was their song:

“Saul has killed his thousands,
    and David his ten thousands!”

This made Saul very angry. “What’s this?” he said. “They credit David with ten thousands and me with only thousands. Next they’ll be making him their king!” So from that time on Saul kept a jealous eye on David.

The very next day a tormenting spirit from God overwhelmed Saul, and he began to rave in his house like a madman. David was playing the harp, as he did each day. But Saul had a spear in his hand, and he suddenly hurled it at David, intending to pin him to the wall. But David escaped him twice.

Saul was then afraid of David, for the Lord was with David and had turned away from Saul. Finally, Saul sent him away and appointed him commander over 1,000 men, and David faithfully led his troops into battle.

David continued to succeed in everything he did, for the Lord was with him. When Saul recognized this, he became even more afraid of him. But all Israel and Judah loved David because he was so successful at leading his troops into battle.

One day Saul said to David, “I am ready to give you my older daughter, Merab, as your wife. But first you must prove yourself to be a real warrior by fighting the Lord’s battles.” For Saul thought, “I’ll send him out against the Philistines and let them kill him rather than doing it myself.”

 

 

my focus was on the verse 12 

Saul was then afraid of David, for the Lord was with David and had turned away from Saul.

hmmmm.

it got me thinking.

somehow, sin works like a snowball effect.

in Saul’s story before this chapter, he disobeyed God.

so he acknowledges that he is away from God’s will. but yet instead of coming back to God, he sins even more.

he turns away from God.

getting jealous. he even plotted to get rid of David.

 

if we don’t face God and repent, things will get worse.

we will grow deeper and deeper into our sin. 

it will snowball out of control.

oh. that was a reminder for myself.

 

here’s an example.

Ted Bundy, Interview by Dr. James Dobson in 1989 Before Execution

 

Ted Bundy is a seriel killer/rapist.

 

if u cant watch the vid,

here’s a link for the convo.

or… mostly the important parts.

 


 

 

my sins are snowballing for sure.

 

Lord help me. and help my readers and friends to overcome our failures and sins.

 

Lord i pray for breakthrough on everything we are facing.

Lord i pray for a willing heart to repent.

we love you.

 

 

My Prayer

 

Matthew 19:2

…Large crowds followed him there, and he healed their sick…

 

 

this verse is so out of the blue.

if you read the verse before verse 2, and the verses after verse 3,

you’ll notice that verse two didnt really fit in.

it’s like meant to be a separate story.

yet, i bet most people wont even notice.

why?

well, because thats just Him.

thats just what He does.

so normal.

all over the books of the gospel you see people just following Him around, listening, or getting healed.

you know, i personally have a desire to be like Jesus.

but, no one follows me around (that would be freaky).

i’m even afraid to pray for healing sometimes, because of the fear that the person won’t receive the healing that I asked for.

I need to change my mindset.

 

Lord, give me the wisdom and knowledge to say the right things at the right time. Lord, teach me to see the needs of the people. Lord, help me to love those around me. Lord, help me to have courage to do the right thing. Lord, I want my heart to beat in sync with Yours. I want to be sensitive to Your spirit and Your movement. I want to be more like You, Jesus. That is the desire of my heart.

 

 

Dum Dum Dum DUMB

Recently

 

i’ve been playing Draw My Thing aalot hahahaha

its fun

 

 


Christine

 

last week i went out with a dear friend of mine.

she is someone i look up to and i come to her for advice once in a while.

she’s very very wise and loves God so much.

 

thanks!

 

 


NO PARKING

 

 

i recently had to pay a RM100 fine for parking at a place where i wasnt supposed to park.

(i went to watch John Carter)

they called it a road obstruction offence.

of course, i was dumb. there was no NO PARKING sign. and everyone else was doing it.

so i tagged along. conveniently enough.

 

lesson learned #1:

dont park where there is no obvious parking boxes.

 

lesson learned #2:

life is unfair. other people had to pay the price of my mistake.

yeap. it was my parents money.

many times i had to suffer because of others mistakes as well.

hmmm. jesus paid the ultimate price for our ultimate mistakes.

 

 


I Need My Hair Cut

 

 

hmmmm i look different…

i really do need a haircut

 

 


Heart Broken

 

a girl broke my heart last night.

lemme tell u the story from the start.

 

i make random friends on OMGPOP, the drawmything website.

i befriend them if i htink they are cool and dont curse too much or play foul, so that i can find them again and play next time.

so there was this girl, she added me as friend and started chatting with me.

then she told me that she thinks im cool.

suddenly she told me she loved me and asks to be my online gf.

i was startled. first time in my life a girl wants me like that hahaha.

of course i said no. politely.

then she started acting all crazy like.

saying im a liar, and she hates me.

and then i told her that i needed to go get my sis from work.

she was all like “sister? or gf?”

“go get your gf”

“your gf” this and “your gf” that.

how childish.

i later learned that it wasnt her who was typing all that.

it was her younger sister.

HER YOUNGER SISTER

anyways. there is no conclusion to this story.

goodbye

HAHA

 

 


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