Recently On The doctorbutterfly Show…
I just watched Looper.
It’s a movie.
Not the best movie in the world.
But above average.
I just had my last class last friday.
so i have no more classes for the rest of my life…
i might take up giving math tuition.
i love math.
and i think i’m good at it.
i have yet to prove myself haha.
i might not.
since i DID take a degree in Business Admin, with more leaning towards the Marketing side of business studies.
so i should actually take up a marketing post somewhere.
i may also earn more money.
(because i need to start taking girls out for movies HAHAHA. I’m kidding… kidding)
i had my last class, but i’m still yet to have my exam paper.
i only have one this sem.
which is in exactly two weeks time.
my birthday is in exactly one week time.
see how i connected my paragraph there? no? oh well. it was fun while it lasted.
i hope i get nice stuff for my birthday.
i hope i get stuff that i need for my birthday.
i like things that i need more than things that i like.
whatever i get, i need to be grateful.
and i thank God that I get to live this long.
i washed the bathroom today.
i’m so proud of my cleaning abilities.
but of course, i didnt give it my 100% today.
that sounds weird. no one rates their performance for chores.
well, i’m weird and i dont mind being called weird because its the truth.
anyways, i was feeling very bothered and i was in my holiday mood so i didnt clean as focused as i could have.
but still. its pretty clean i must say.
to them girls who think boys who can clean and cook are hawwttt, i’m your man. Kabawwwng!
this week will be a busy week.
wed, prayer meeting.
thur, children christmas party rehearsals.
fri, caroling practice.
sat, wedding + wedding dinner of a good old friend.
sun, date with my mentors + farewell party for a friend.
i need more exercise.
i wish i had days where i dont have to worry about whether there will be dinner or not and just go and do some sports with friends.
i may not be good in sports at all,
but i do enjoy it alot.
i wanna watch them movies that are outttt!
im in such a dilemma here.
first of all. i’m practically on holidays.
second. there actually are more than 3 good movies out now.
third. i dont want to use my parents money on un-needed things.
and this is un-needed.
and it hurts me to have to turn down dinners, hang outs, and movie invitations, just because i know that i’ll have to spend some money.
it sucks to have friends always tell me what a loser i am for always turning them down, or just not being able to join.
worse thing is that when friends post stuff on fb, i actually tell them honestly that i DO want to join!
i DO want to enjoy the good food, good entertainment, and good company.
but i never say that its because i cant waste my parents money like that.
i dont want people to feel compelled to spend money on me.
so i just refuse to go.
i’m sorry people.
such is the situation i am in. i know it sucks.
but i have to face it like a man.
and you have to suffer my un-presence.
so i learned this in church a few days ago from my pastor
“Humility is not weakness, it is great power and strength under control”
I really enjoy Pastor Lee Lee’s preaching.
you know, i have this close friend.
and it seems like he’s having a super tough time with his parents.
he doesnt live with them now.
he’s working outstation.
and recently he posted a status update that really made me worried because i think its about his dad.
and then someone with the same name as his dad comments on that status a really negative comment.
since i have no idea what his dad looks like or his dad’s full name, i’m just guessing its him.
and the comment was quite fitting to my guess.
and if it really was his dad, it would be very very sad indeed.
all i can do is pray.
so because he’s my close friend, i asked.
i asked if he was fine and what was going on.
and he didnt want to tell me.
that makes me super sad and super angry.
i dont even know how to start.
anyways, i really do love this guy.
and i want him to change.
and i want him to grow close to God.
and i want him to find his place in God again.
ok so thats all i want to update today haha.
if you have any questions for me.
do leave a comment.